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Her smile cut through the freezing morning air and warmed me like nothing else
In 2016, I was a 17-year-old budding actor with big dreams. In my summer school holidays I took a role in a play at a Sydney youth theatre company. The first day of any rehearsal fills me with anxiety. There are things I repeat to myself to calm my nerves: …